Getting ready to jump

I am getting ready to jump feet first in the deep end of the pool and to tell you the truth I am afraid and have always been afraid. What am I talking about you are probably asking.

I am going to start the Paleo Lifestyle tomorrow all by myself. I am not being pressured into doing it or anything and so I think I am ready to do it. MY biggest mountian will be the sugar. I love my Pepsi and my coffee. I have a sweet tooth every now and then I really have not had one lately. MY sweet tooth is usually a pint of Ben and Jerry's in one sitting while watching tv or I will have a bag of chocolate and watch tv and the next thing I know the bag is gone and I feel sick for eating the whole thing.

Sorry back to tomorrow and why I am scared. I know that there is a skinny beautiful free spirited woman in me somewhere and I am afriad of her because I have never met her before. Will I be happier and healthier if I met her? By all means I would be. I have PCOS, High Blood Pressure and My choloestrol is out of whack because of the weight.
I have a 5 yr old daughter who is my everything and she looks up to me, I also would like to have a children and be around to play with them and watch them grow up and have a family of their own but because of the PCOS I can not have children. I want to change that!!!!!!!

Oh this diet the other big mountian is WATER. I am not a drink water type of person. I joke with everyone and say I am allergic to water because I do not drink water. If its not in my tea or coffee I do not drink it and that is about to change because I have to drink at least 1 gallon of water a day.
(I think)

I already eat like Paleo its it a couple of things that I don't do which is eat. Well I eat but I eat once a day and that is it the rest of the time I am drinking my sugar and calories. Tomorrow I will be starting to eat breakfast and lunch and dinner and no more sugar oh and drink water. It sounds so easy when I am typing it. I know the first week or so will be hard but I have to do it for myself.

HAHA I just thought of something I wonder if I could chew sugar free gum. I am trying to quit smoking and gum helps me not smoke specially with the stress.

Well I will let ya'll know how tomorrow goes. I hope I have not confused you to bad. I start typing one thing and then my mind goes off on something else. lol

Till next time...

This is a first for me.

Ok I am about to do something I have never done before. I am about to show you what I look like and take you with me on my new eating lifestyle. Here we go.

FRONT VIEW OF MY BODY

A FRONT VIEW OF MY TRICEPS.
I HAVE FLAPPS THAT WHEN I WAVE THEY KEEP WAVING.

SIDE VIEW NO I WAS NOT STICKING MY STOMACH OUT THAT IS HOW BIG I AM.
I SUCK IN MY STOMACH ALL THE TIME.

AND THE BACK VIEW.


Ok the unhappy woman in these pictures was telling her husband (Kevin) to just hurry up and take them. I do not like having my picture taken because of this reason.
Here are my stats. These pictures were taken Aug 08, 2011 and I am 5'5 3/4" and weight 245lbs. I do not know what my measurements are. I honestly don't to know.

I have not been this heavy since I graduated from high school in 1993. I have always been overweight. There was one or two times that I think I was under 200 I don't know because I go by how my clothes fit not the scale.

Anyway today is Aug 31, 2011 and I weight 235lbs. In 23 days I have lost 10 lbs. I don't know if this is because of the PALEO LIFESTYLE or if it is because I have so much bad stress in my house right now.

I will be taking pictures every 3 months to show you the improvement of my body.

That's all for now on this blog I just wanted to show you what I look like as I take my jump into my new life.

Till next time.

updating everyone since it has been so long

Wow I can not remember the last time I blogged about things that is going on in my life. So I will update everyone. I still have PCOS, OVERWEIGHT and still have the unwanted bad stress in my house oh and I am still on L and I because of my shoulder. Ok well making a funny haha. I think I got everyone up to date.
On to the next blog where I start talking about my new lifestyle that I am diving into the DEEP END with tomorrow and when I mean DEEP END I mean full blow no stopping.
See you in the next blog

Till next time